Sunday, October 30, 2011

Costume Ideas

Tomorrow night my friends and I are having a costume/halloween party and I'm still not sure who to be.

My first choice was to be badass Quinn Fabray in the new season of Glee

And this could work because I have a bandage skirt like that and a sleeveless retro top similar with that, too. Plus!! I gots loads of chunky accessories and combat boots

Then my friend suggested that maybe I could go as Cruella De Ville 

But it's a bit hard because I don't have any fur and polka-dotted clothing and I don't have time to buy 

Then I thought maybe I could go as a wolf, if all else fails....

Lol. I have a wolf hat anyway, so...... 

But I have so many other ideas! I need to be invited to more costume parties! ;3 

Kurt Cobain 


White Queen 

Ramona Flowers

Black Swan Queen

I really need to make up my mind already

Friday, October 28, 2011


I admire the 'hidden' people. Those who don't talk a lot but has a lot of things going on in their minds. Those people who notices things. Those who understand. It's like when you look them at first glance, you don't get them. You don't realize what they're capable to do, it's like trying to solve a mystery. And the little things they do are what matters the most. I'm glad I'm one of those people who notices things, who notices them.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Lil Wayne - How To Love Lyrics

I only find a few mainstream songs nice and this is one of those!! Forever lovin this song

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Saturday, October 15, 2011


Shit. This is me. Can't portray myself any better in another manner

I'm like this person who doesn't like living up to the "rules" because I have my own perspective, my own point of view, and my own ways. Especially when I'm in school. I don't like learning about things that to me are useless. I don't want to put any effort in things I don't even care about.. so that's mostly the reason why I don't give any fuck if I get a flunking score or something. It's not that I'm lazy or I don't care about my grades, I do.  I really, really do actually. But I can't manage to grasp the point of it all. I will never, ever use it when my 'real life' starts. So I'm really stoked to get out of high school and go to college already, but I'm having a melange of feelings about it. It's scary yet it's giving me a great sense of elation. Well, I'll just have to wait for two more years til I get to find out what it's really like. 

The Naked And Famous - All Of This

‎"As the plans turn into compromise
The promises all turn to lies
The spite builds up and i can't get through
Passive me, aggressive you"

so much love for this band. hands down.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Under A Paper Moon

I have found myself. Most may disagree. Most may disapprove. But it's not what they think that matters. My own judgement of myself is what really matters here. I've been a shitty person for practically all my life. I've had so many regrets and mistakes and I've made really stupid decisions. I have come so far and I've went through so many broken relationships with people. Most have not ended well and I'm still on the verge of punching myself whenever I think about the things I've done, and if only I had a time machine, I would deffo change everything. But no. That's not how life is. You have to live with that aching feeling in the chest, that lump in your throat that you can't manage to swallow in, because of all the holes that you yourself have made in your life. Thinking it was "cool" before. Thinking it was for the "best" of everybody. Shit.

I've become not-so-trusting with other people now. And I'm just so pissed when I see fake people pretending they shine brighter than the rest of us. I've had enough of that bullshit attitude I'm seeing all over. I'm also tired of putting up with shit. Pretending that I care when I actually don't. I may sound really pessimistic right now but that's how I really feel. I'm not a pessimist, mind you. I've just had a big change of point of views in life.. from sunshine girl to a realist. 

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Dark Blue

Last weekend, from Friday to Sunday, my friends and I went to San Carlos for Mariel's birthday and we all had a superb time! Swam, went to the sandbar, sunbathed, went jet-skiing, and loads more. Sun, sand, sea, and beautiful girls <3 HAHA

sandbar! I love, love, love this place!

Monday, October 3, 2011

Jun Kumaori

I found this great Japanese artist and her works are so breathtaking. They're so full of inspiration and beautiful thoughts. You can clearly see that she has portrayed a Japanese feel to it and it just enhances the originality and uniqueness, creating a story. Here are some of her works: